SRY for MIA so long....alot of things happened...and i shall keep it short.school kinda bad due to poor attendance,cause of my illness...(i am falling sick easily due to lack of sleep)went to consult the doctor lately and warned me to be careful if not i will not recover...so i have to have enough rest....and exercise frequently if i wanna train if not i am just going to hurt my body..so i am pushing myself back to training days while i re-plan my weekly schedule.I have to sqeeze my darling time,school,school study,rest...but there is so much time a day..so i should be able to plan it...i am planning for my crazy training days...u dun wanna to know how i train...although i may not be the most crazy trainer...but i feel i am insane...i dun even know if my body can take the training...i just push myself through it..and for my DEAR relationship..everything seems fine except for some small quarrels...which is my ass fault..i am sry dear...

Other than that...hmm i saw something really f**k up...during my trip to malaysia...in CNY...i encountered a accident...i wasn't in it but a small innocent puppy was the victim...the story goes..i was standing by the side of the road waiting for my pickup to come cause the whole stupid kampong had a electric cut-off...i couldn't wait to return to the hotel.I saw this small puppy and played with it for awhile...after that it went missing,so i just stood there and search for it.
surprisly it brought another dog back and they were playing with each other.Until...a bloody jackass bastard ran over the puppy,as i watch the first wheel running over the small fragile body..i was shock..i thought the asshole would stop but the back wheel just went over it as the poor dog was trying to pull itself back away from the vehicle..it ended up crushing the poor animal's head,crushing the head pushing it betwee it legs breaking the back-bone of the poor dog.

The idiot drove to a distance and stp while he watch the poor animal life fade away through the rear mirror..i was like wtf...my tears almost flow out for the poor puppy as it struggles to move..sadly its bones were crush completely...it head is just like a ball rolling little by little depending on the muscles and remainin strength.slowly it stick out its tongue out of it broken jaws..i watch on as tears slowly stream out of my eyes...but my tears stop when i turned back to the driver,anger took over me..i wanted to walk over there and drag that mother-f**ker out of the car and show him is doings...but i was too late as he drove away...and many vehicles were travelling so i decided to move the body of the poor dog to aside if not i were get crush...i left the dog inside the box...i was carrying jelly cause the bones were all broken...i couldn't feel its backbone non its ribs...

Until now...i am still having images of that poor animal.That idiot could at least give the poor soul a proper burial or at least the body into the soil of the earth....this kinda idiot wil get his dessert...


My hearts seriously aches for the poor animal..i hope it is at a better place now...and i couldn't imagine a human were there,even i am a qualify first aid man...it just terrifying...seeing a life fade away lke this...

Please treasure life..it can be so fragile...