Everything goign fine :) especially my training :D body getting stronger and faster.
but think i focus too much on indoor. i feel i should push on my PK.hmm.
Dun wanna talk too much about training.Hmm..my simple life just fine. just missing something,a partner lol :X But no worries la. not despo :D studies wise i am picking up?hmm. but still i have flashback of memories which just sadly to say...bringing me down..but i try to conquer it..somehow..hmm.
Sometimesit is better not staying in the Past...let it fade..or just let it be a lost memory,which in the end you think back..you just luagh at your own foolishness...
Friday, November 20, 2009
Saturday, November 14, 2009
targets
Targets set!
CAVEMAN~
a training centre i trying to set up with my bros...going to give my ass for it :x
now trying to set up traing schedules and training which i can handle..eg flipping tires...over 200kg :x goign to aim for studies,training and finally work.
(need money to pay everything :x)
another target is i might just sign up to be a police officer...or perhaps even better a CNB officer..but i heard kinda hmm...kns :x so reconsidering la...or i just finish the bloody NS and be a boss of my own.
(In sg without a bloody stand,you get your asses pushed around.)
It better to have your own view of things than listening to rumours and gossip.Besides
it will make things turn out better in life if you have your own stand.
DO wat you think it is right.back it up. :)
CAVEMAN~
a training centre i trying to set up with my bros...going to give my ass for it :x
now trying to set up traing schedules and training which i can handle..eg flipping tires...over 200kg :x goign to aim for studies,training and finally work.
(need money to pay everything :x)
another target is i might just sign up to be a police officer...or perhaps even better a CNB officer..but i heard kinda hmm...kns :x so reconsidering la...or i just finish the bloody NS and be a boss of my own.
(In sg without a bloody stand,you get your asses pushed around.)
It better to have your own view of things than listening to rumours and gossip.Besides
it will make things turn out better in life if you have your own stand.
DO wat you think it is right.back it up. :)
Thursday, October 29, 2009
I am BACK~
EH~ back to life :)
sorry blog kinda really dead..now back..shall try to keep constant update of my life...and seriously seeing back...my past life kis kinda bullshit :o but i aren't going to delete it...i shall keep it and remind me of the lessons i have to learn :)
Now back to me :D . hard trainer as ever..trying to condition my body to the fullest...with speed strength aND FLEXIBILITY. :l hmm...still in process though...cause kinda damn busy with stuff...and i getting lazy and tired..though it aren't a excuse...but hmm really when i tend to do too many stuff and rest...i would be lazy to even move an itch.. :x trying to change the habit though... :D. :) so trining in progress..and seems to be turning fine..body improving..hmm but trying to focus on the shape defining part :l but it will be fine :D
OK~ MY LIFE...eh...good...single..freedom? but after some thinking i still prefer sitting down waiting for my right one :) can't rush this kinda thing... now i shall focus on my passion for training :D and my highest aim my own gym with some really good pals..going to aim for some championship so can earn fame hehehe :D . but hard time getting cash...for muay thai...and judo....haix...working as a security officer aren't enough...seriously speaking of it CISCO disappoint me...nvm that another story...signing off guys
:D Dare to dream and aim high for it :) determination will lead to success
finally cheers bloodace :) my gaming clan :D
sorry blog kinda really dead..now back..shall try to keep constant update of my life...and seriously seeing back...my past life kis kinda bullshit :o but i aren't going to delete it...i shall keep it and remind me of the lessons i have to learn :)
Now back to me :D . hard trainer as ever..trying to condition my body to the fullest...with speed strength aND FLEXIBILITY. :l hmm...still in process though...cause kinda damn busy with stuff...and i getting lazy and tired..though it aren't a excuse...but hmm really when i tend to do too many stuff and rest...i would be lazy to even move an itch.. :x trying to change the habit though... :D. :) so trining in progress..and seems to be turning fine..body improving..hmm but trying to focus on the shape defining part :l but it will be fine :D
OK~ MY LIFE...eh...good...single..freedom? but after some thinking i still prefer sitting down waiting for my right one :) can't rush this kinda thing... now i shall focus on my passion for training :D and my highest aim my own gym with some really good pals..going to aim for some championship so can earn fame hehehe :D . but hard time getting cash...for muay thai...and judo....haix...working as a security officer aren't enough...seriously speaking of it CISCO disappoint me...nvm that another story...signing off guys
:D Dare to dream and aim high for it :) determination will lead to success
finally cheers bloodace :) my gaming clan :D
Monday, February 9, 2009
Time proven everything
The time is almost up..for the final judgement...time has proven everything...i seen things through my eyes..i know who can be trusted and who can't be..darling thanks for tolerating a idiot me..and standing by my side..succeed is the only option for me...
In this realistic world now...strike first or u will get destroyed by others...this is how the world has become..
In this realistic world now...strike first or u will get destroyed by others...this is how the world has become..
Thursday, January 29, 2009
SRY for MIA so long....alot of things happened...and i shall keep it short.school kinda bad due to poor attendance,cause of my illness...(i am falling sick easily due to lack of sleep)went to consult the doctor lately and warned me to be careful if not i will not recover...so i have to have enough rest....and exercise frequently if i wanna train if not i am just going to hurt my body..so i am pushing myself back to training days while i re-plan my weekly schedule.I have to sqeeze my darling time,school,school study,rest...but there is so much time a day..so i should be able to plan it...i am planning for my crazy training days...u dun wanna to know how i train...although i may not be the most crazy trainer...but i feel i am insane...i dun even know if my body can take the training...i just push myself through it..and for my DEAR relationship..everything seems fine except for some small quarrels...which is my ass fault..i am sry dear...
Other than that...hmm i saw something really f**k up...during my trip to malaysia...in CNY...i encountered a accident...i wasn't in it but a small innocent puppy was the victim...the story goes..i was standing by the side of the road waiting for my pickup to come cause the whole stupid kampong had a electric cut-off...i couldn't wait to return to the hotel.I saw this small puppy and played with it for awhile...after that it went missing,so i just stood there and search for it.
surprisly it brought another dog back and they were playing with each other.Until...a bloody jackass bastard ran over the puppy,as i watch the first wheel running over the small fragile body..i was shock..i thought the asshole would stop but the back wheel just went over it as the poor dog was trying to pull itself back away from the vehicle..it ended up crushing the poor animal's head,crushing the head pushing it betwee it legs breaking the back-bone of the poor dog.
The idiot drove to a distance and stp while he watch the poor animal life fade away through the rear mirror..i was like wtf...my tears almost flow out for the poor puppy as it struggles to move..sadly its bones were crush completely...it head is just like a ball rolling little by little depending on the muscles and remainin strength.slowly it stick out its tongue out of it broken jaws..i watch on as tears slowly stream out of my eyes...but my tears stop when i turned back to the driver,anger took over me..i wanted to walk over there and drag that mother-f**ker out of the car and show him is doings...but i was too late as he drove away...and many vehicles were travelling so i decided to move the body of the poor dog to aside if not i were get crush...i left the dog inside the box...i was carrying jelly cause the bones were all broken...i couldn't feel its backbone non its ribs...
Until now...i am still having images of that poor animal.That idiot could at least give the poor soul a proper burial or at least the body into the soil of the earth....this kinda idiot wil get his dessert...
My hearts seriously aches for the poor animal..i hope it is at a better place now...and i couldn't imagine a human were there,even i am a qualify first aid man...it just terrifying...seeing a life fade away lke this...
Please treasure life..it can be so fragile...
Other than that...hmm i saw something really f**k up...during my trip to malaysia...in CNY...i encountered a accident...i wasn't in it but a small innocent puppy was the victim...the story goes..i was standing by the side of the road waiting for my pickup to come cause the whole stupid kampong had a electric cut-off...i couldn't wait to return to the hotel.I saw this small puppy and played with it for awhile...after that it went missing,so i just stood there and search for it.
surprisly it brought another dog back and they were playing with each other.Until...a bloody jackass bastard ran over the puppy,as i watch the first wheel running over the small fragile body..i was shock..i thought the asshole would stop but the back wheel just went over it as the poor dog was trying to pull itself back away from the vehicle..it ended up crushing the poor animal's head,crushing the head pushing it betwee it legs breaking the back-bone of the poor dog.
The idiot drove to a distance and stp while he watch the poor animal life fade away through the rear mirror..i was like wtf...my tears almost flow out for the poor puppy as it struggles to move..sadly its bones were crush completely...it head is just like a ball rolling little by little depending on the muscles and remainin strength.slowly it stick out its tongue out of it broken jaws..i watch on as tears slowly stream out of my eyes...but my tears stop when i turned back to the driver,anger took over me..i wanted to walk over there and drag that mother-f**ker out of the car and show him is doings...but i was too late as he drove away...and many vehicles were travelling so i decided to move the body of the poor dog to aside if not i were get crush...i left the dog inside the box...i was carrying jelly cause the bones were all broken...i couldn't feel its backbone non its ribs...
Until now...i am still having images of that poor animal.That idiot could at least give the poor soul a proper burial or at least the body into the soil of the earth....this kinda idiot wil get his dessert...
My hearts seriously aches for the poor animal..i hope it is at a better place now...and i couldn't imagine a human were there,even i am a qualify first aid man...it just terrifying...seeing a life fade away lke this...
Please treasure life..it can be so fragile...
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