bad injury...

Well today wasn't good...my darling left singapore...to genting haix..that bad enough yet this morning my teacher called...and warned me about my attendance and i got my ass on debut list..which i have to see the section head this mon to explain things if not i be kick out of exam!!
my mood got really really bad...cause it was like i got MC to cover myself...and that joker lecturer told my teacher...too much MC also cannot..who does he think he is...i am really sick...maybe due to overtraining...and the school busy schedule...haix.

I am sorry for spoiling my 2 good friends mood who was suppose to go train with me...well in the end my mood got better thaNKS to them...but worst thing of all i injured myself real bad...today in the gym...starting i was playing grabbing with WH...i got him down he got me...but during the last round he struggled so much...and somehow i sprain my jaw bone..ended up i couldn't speak and eat well...next..we played outside the ring..cause WZ doing his pad work...and i ended having my head and shoulder slam on the hard ground...strangely myhead was alright except for my bruise shoulder...haix not his fault...just over extreme...well finally...during the sparring section...i injured my dear good bro..and i really wanna apoligise for it..but he did return me the favour..and injured my leg with his heavy kick..i almost fell to the ground kneeing....and another opponent came in...samely my friend...but still ended up ounching me right in the face and i almost got TKO...after ALL THIS ENDED UP BLEEDING IN THE MOUTH FOR QUITE AWHILE...but this is wat it like learning martial art...

After so much,i finally found my true answer

We went through so much...there were up and downs...well until today then do i realise i am a jackass,i have been saying love about 2 person but yet i couldn't do it myself.My DEAR gave so much for me yet i didn't cherish her,i was really stupid...i am more than willing to take any punishment...plz forgive me...darling will u?

From this moment onwards,i will give my everything to you,and be with ya for eternity...i will keep my promise never to leave you...and be there for you whenever you need me...

Please forgive me.

so confused and troubled

Dun really have anything to say today..as i just got back from genting..there is so many things in my mind,thought a trip to genting would relieve me of my troubles..well it didn't.Later on,i have to make a decision of my life...to the person whom i adore and loves so much..but just my life makes me have to withdraw everything and get back to my personal life..my life so messy now...wat can i do?

some people say troubles and thinking are created by oneself and only himself alone can take it away..but wat about love? which concerns 2 person?...

Finally Back,confused.

hello,sry i was MIA for a few months hmm so many things happened but i try to keep it short.Ever since i lost contact with my blog(cause my personal laptop was spoiled...till now..)things was going well..though there were up and downs in my relationship with "her",but things are going fine now.Studies wise hmm,i got a GPA 3 which is all Bs in my modules,this is considered a very good GPA by my teacher...but to me i am so disappointed!!.But nvm i am going to try harder this term although this is a very hard and tiring term.

About my personal life...well recently i am hanging out with 2 good bros lols we even name ourselves (PROJECT M aka PROJECT MONSTER)all our secrets are shared within 3 of us
just happens we share the same fate but monster got better life while me and leo got our own problems...all i can say is life isn't as much as u expected..now i am in a mid of confusion with my studies and lots of other things...which all is crucial and important in my life...thanks to my 2 bros i am still hanging on..

A person can't move on with all the burdens,only puting it down then will he be moving on in life.
Can i take back a decision which i made wrongly?